I hate it that the first post of my blog starting up is to be an upset one. I'm really feeling very rejected. I really don't understand.

I know, I know. The world is so very bleak. At least, at the moment. I don't know what to feel when school ends. Happiness? I don't really welcome the idea of school. I have a feeling that people are currently hating me. Like, real dislike. Not the kind of I'm-real-irritated-with-you-but-I-think-once-today-is-gone-it'll-be-okay kind of dislike. I think it all started because of the OM groupings. Yeah.
Well, I wanted very much to group with SY, S, GY, ZY, V, J. SY, S, J, found their groups. ZY, V, did FPS.
WQ got it wrong; we didn't have to have the groupings by yesterday. BUT, there'd be one odd one out, so I guess it's all for the better.
I think I can name the people who're upset with me, yes. SQ, SY, S, XT, KY, M, and others that I'm not sure of, but I think they are. Paranoia(?)'s my new name, paranoid's my new nature.
I'm real afraid of becoming a pariah. Yes, I'm that kind of superficial-can't-be-alone kind of people. Because no matter what I say, I'm really afraid to be alone and without people to lean on. I'm afraid of not having people to group with when there're projects, and therefore failing it in the end.

Insecure. That's the word.

Yes, that's exactly how I'm feeling right now. As lousy as the toilet brush in your home.