Sunday, May 25, 2008 @ 9:10 PM
This jealousy is eating me up, bit by bit. I know it is stupid to be like this, but what do I do? I've really tried to do something, be it searching or just letting out and go.
It's leaving me with a lot of insecurity. I'm wishing and waiting for someone to say, "Hey, I'll be your sun," but I guess it'll never happen.
Tessa, I guess I need your wise words again. Like on those Saturdays.
We should have a team outing! I think all of you are really therapeutic.
Off tomorrow early morning!